Conquer The Trauma

 To a greater or lesser extent, all of us have our own trauma or bad memories, being bullied, failing something or mishap etc. Although you want to forget them and it is said human beings are a kind of species who can bury such negative recollections in the bottom of our heart, sometimes they follow us and always try to suffocate us. How can we overcome them? There might be some solutions for this question and the short cut must be to go to a hospital,  but one of them is trying  to be the person you want to be. Why?


First of all, traumas means the past. When the negative pursuers are about to entwine us, if we are in the procedure of changing ourselves, we can stop them by saying "I am working on and going forward from the past. I am no longer what I used to be even though the difference is slight." Recognition of difference or evolution that you are making and have made are the powerful factors that can cut off your past. Imagine a train. You are on a train and already departed from the "past" station. The more the train goes ahead, the further you are from it, in short, the more you have changed, the more you can feel that you have abandoned it. Once we get on the train, our destination is "self-confident" station. If we feel that we are new one after the trip, in a word, we have confidence, we will try something new and don't need to think back on the trauma then we can forget our disaster.


However, how can we change ourselves? There are a lot of ways to do for it. Making our appearance good with losing weight or something, learning fruitful things, getting a lot of money through harder work and trying whatever you have never experienced. Mine was changing my looks. I had a lot of negative memories that I was bullied about my face, but by altering myself, I got incurious about the memory and finally, I was able to laugh it off. Therefore, I truly know that it is very tough to conquer trauma but we should try it and I think everyone can do it.

To Get My Beauty Back

For the past 2 years, I have gained weight of almost 7kg. Really awful. Today I swore I would lose my weight, within 3 months.


Originally I'm very a competitive and aggressive person, so I can't stand my life without any target. 2 years ago I was truly into marathon, because it made me feel my sense of accomplishment. Needless to say, in a race of marathon, we must fight with not only other competitors but also ourselves. I liked it. I liked overwhelming both others and myself.


However, nowadays my goal is to master English. My eagerness for English, in short, the time of sitting on my desk to study absolutely made my life sedentary. In addition to this, now I need for regular hormone injections, which make people fat. These are the causes that I became chubby.


Now my face has become so round. My used-to-be thin thighs turned to be bigger.  Beauty is crucial for a woman. Where has my beauty gone? I hate not only my ugly outlook but also my weak mind which can't maintain even myself. At any rate, I must reduce my weight, soon. I will be strong‐willed.

I Am Ichihashi---An Abominable Cinema

Needless to say, when a horrible crime happens, the victim's family is dreadfully damaged. They have to suffer from the deep grief of losing their dear person for the rest of lives. Last month, I was really astonished by an article, which informed its readers a director was going to turn a devastating crime into a film.


On 26th March 2007, a body was found in the room of an apartment. The victim was an English young girl, Lindsay Ann Hawker, who had come to Japan as an English teacher. After 2-year escape, the culprit, whose name is Tatsuya Ichihashi was nailed. For this 2 years, he moved from place to place to elude police with his face changed.


The stupid director, who is also leading actor of this movie, has set about it amid a lot of criticism. The main content of it is how the perpetrator concealed himself from public. I think he is just mad. What value is there in making such a movie? It will just end up in offending the victim's family. The content might be interesting to some people, but shouldn't we consider the family's feelings more than that? Anyway, undoubtedly this is nothing but a shame to Japan.